Zoo fieldtrip

I've been excited over this field trip since the start of the semester and finally it's here. It was sort of spoiled by the rain, we could not walking freely from place to place. N dunno y, pp r so tired of the walking. For a sports idiot like me, i can take it, then why those who definitely run faster than me complaining of walking. Really dun understand, are they plain lazy or can't be bothered. Well, i always loved fieldtrips, so... i enjoyed looking at the animals. How i wish i could stay there longer. Some pic i took:






Today, someone's reaction broke my heart. I didn't expect her to react that way. I noe that's her 1st natural instincts to react that way. This shows how much she... Despite me being thoughtful for her so far, it seems that she always dun appreciate. Is that what friends should be? 不拘小节, but i still think that that was bad to react that way. Am i too sensitive? Maybe i am, but i jus feel so uncomfortable abt it, and a bit angry, disappointed, sad. I thought she would be one who will be my best friend for the rest of my life, i was confident abt it. But now...

Sometimes i really hope i can stop analyzing pp's reaction. It sometimes really hurts. This time is the worst. A small reaction to me means alot, it is the most accurate indication of what the person have been thinking.

Hope i can get over it soon.

Exams are on the way!!!

1st april was just 2 days ago and fortunately this year, my friends didn't trick me. But the lecturer did! Trick us with her "oral exam", i was tricked! Until shiyun turn over to me and told me "IT'S A TRICK! IT'S APRIL FOOL'S DAY!" then i realised! Haha...

Just finish reading the book 'Don't tell mummy' by Toni Maguire, a story of the author herself being raped by her father from the age of 6 to 14. Apparently, her mum knows about it but turn a blind eye to it. Yet, Toni still love her! I dun think i can be like her. I think i would have killed them both! My thoughts are so disturbed by the story everytime i read. I can't stop reading but i have to, it's too overwhelming. It's been a long time since i feel so connected to a book. I highly recommend this book.

I'm going to start mugging already especially since i'll be having long breaks for the next 2 days.

My Field trips

This sem, i went for so many fielf trips, practical for 1103 and natural heritage. All so fun! Jus to show some of the pictures i took so far (Sorry, not much animals cus they run so fast). I'm so going to Chek Jawa one day, i must see the sponges and seagrasses. Woo hoo!!!

Pictures at Bukit timah nature reserve

Koster's curse


Info board


Strangler


Fish tail palm


Bracket fungus


Proof that i really got to the summit


Sungei Buloh wetland reserve

Lizard


Simpohh Ayer


Melastoma


Mimosa big brother


Mudskipper


Mangrove


Mangrove


Tanah Merah Ferry terminal (Went there yesterday)

Bracket fungus again


Common Acacia


Sea shore


Seashore morning glory


Casuarina

Just some reflection

Reflection on Myself

My class organised some bbq this week and as usual, i'm not going. (because no one seem to visit my blog anymore, so i can write more sensitive stuff) Y do i always not want to go for class gathering? Because i'm really not close too everybody AND i dun like to socialise AND AND it is because of some promise i made to myself. If this were to be in the past, i think i would go. I guess it will be because of peer pressure. Afraid that i will offend them if i dun go with the class. I hate such a me! So weak and useless! Just before i graduated from sr, i did something which i hate myself for it. From then on, i vowed to myself that i shall never, i repeat, NEVER do anything that is against my will or because for fear of offending friends. I shall do what i think is right. After all, i'm a 大女人!

Reflection on being a friend

I think that being a friend is a responsibility, your friend would depend on you to share their woes and happiness. For this, i think that i'm not a good friend. How i wish that i can be one whom people can borrow my shoulders, but seems that no one is doing that. 2 possible reasons: 1) All of my friends are happy 2) No one wants to use my shoulders. Well, i know, for a 自我 person like me... Yeah, don't have to complete the sentence.

Enough of those sentimental stuff. This is week 4 of sch, nothing much just that i went for excursion with hong ling and hong juan to bukit timah nature reserve and sungei buloh nature reserve. It was really fun to see so many plants and animals. Quite firm that i wanna specialise in biology now. Maybe next time i'll be on animal planet! Haha... Working in Npark is my dream now. After all, my ambition was to be a gardener, not too far from it. I saw tulip pot plant just now at compass point, my fav flower!!! How i wish i can get 1. But it's $13, maybe next time.

School work not busy yet. Happy and contented with life now. Oh!!! I muz muz muz watch 72 tenants of prosperity. All of my hk artiste are acting!! My raymond lam, anita yuen, wong cho lam, bosco, stephy, linda, fala. I'm gg crazy over this movie. Haha... Can't wait for it to start!

Update soon

2009/2010 sem 2 opens!!!

Woo Hoo... Semester 2 is here!!! It's the 2nd wk of the sem and i've tried out all the lt already... All v fun, especially the natural heritage mod. Having hong ling n her sis to acc me is great fun! Haha...

For the first day of sch, like last sem, i'm late agn!!! I went in the lt with hl rather late but luckily the lecturer haven really start. OH... N i tot i would b alone for the perfume n cosmetic mod but luckily there's maggie n claire.

For last sat, i attended my cousin's wedding. A really really busy day. Reach the place at 9am n rot until the bride is back for the tea ceremony. While waiting, i had to keep smiling n ans the standard qns of the uncles n aunts. Like 'Wat r u doing now? Wat course?', after answering i'll act busy by walking abt. After the tea ceremony, we have to move over to shang for solemization n then go home. By evening, my family have to go back to shang for the banquet. For the first time, i tried red wine, not v nice! The other food was good:-)

Sch timetable is really busy (i either have whole day off or whole day packed). Haha... But it really is not so bad because i have hl, maggie, claire, shiyun with me.

I saw the tag of the 2s07 video on facebook n i clicked to c 2 days ago.Seeing those pics really bring me back to those days. I recall the days we camwhore outside the toilet, the days we admire the orchids, the days we look at the carps(talking abt the fattest carp) and the days we keep wondering how the car go into the apartment without the driver coming out of the car. It's those good old days... Feel like going back sr one day...

So i wish all that i noe a happy cny in advance...

Update soon

Resting...

It's almost the 3rd week of my 1 month holiday, starting sch soon. Busy choosing modules... Let's update.

Results

Biochem: B
Genetics: C+
Chem: A-
Intro to chinese studies: B
Geisha, samurai and yakuza as self or other: A

Quite satisfied except for my genetics. Y C???

As usual, i'm into dvd agn. Jus bought cruel temptation (the channel U 7pm show), super nice. Watched overnight to finish the show. Touching n interesting. I like all the characters!!!

As for my hk TVB drama, i'm into 'the beauty of the game'. Really like 陈敏之, a pity that she dun seem to be able to b popular.

Should start preparing for sch le, but my brain rust v fast, like empty le. Haha...

Update soon...

Another chapter of my life

It's been so long ago since i last updated my blog. Getting all dusty... Y another chapter? Cuz i no longer have to wear uniform. Haha... Now i miss it so much. Haiz... I'm supposed to be busy now but suddenly jus feel like updating my blog now.

Well, i have 1 chinese assignment (the most headache one, 2 assignments for my samurai geisha module and 1 lab report. Ah!!! Guess that i have to work doubly hard. But i seem to be losing memory nowadays, once i get busy i kind of forget everything else. Like contacting alica(i noe it's unforgivable), wearing long pants for prac (luckily teacher didn't realise)etc etc.

Uni is really a place to train ur independency, i'm so used to walking alone and eating alone already. Haha... I guess that's good. It's really like the song lyric '渐渐习惯不要伴侣'.

My everyday life would be waking up 2.5hours before lesson time, bathe and eat and use 1.5hr for travel. I kind of enjoy the journey to sch already, listen to music and organise my thinking on the way is relaxing. Haha... WHen there's no sch that day, i missed the bus ride.

But for one thing, uni definitely dun have the sense of belonging and the sense of unity. That's smth only sr can give. Wat to do... It's the price of growing up.

Better not write more, gt to do hw.

Thanks for reading...

Starting sch soon

It's been such a long time since i last updated this blog. Well it's time to update about my current situation. I jus gt my allocation of modules this morning for life sci, i gt the same mod as hong ling. Heng ah... But ah ji diff from us, guess life will be more boring without her:-( Jus for ur info, i've gt a new laptop already!! Yeah, HP brand, reddish, maroon colour, like red wine. Haha...

Oh OH, the best news is that i passed my qet! Yeah! so i dun have take the eng mod, i always had no hope on it n was so prepared to take that mod.On the day of the release of results, the webbie smth wrong and delayed the time by 3 hrs. It made me super kan chiong. Haha...

Dunno how's everybody, long time didn't hear from Angeline. I have to go shopping for clothes already, so mafan.We should go together one day.

Guess everyone is busy preparing for sch and thinking of our future sch life. Hmm, how i wish time will stop n we will nv grow up. Haha... Miss our 7 petals (not sure if anyone still rmb thick wierd nickname).

Raymond lam's concert dvd is coming out sonn, i'm gonna grab it!!! Haha... Updated agn soon.

A level results...

It's been over 1 wk since i gt my results. Now busy over thinking wat course to go. haha... I'm in lots of dilemma, Should i take a risk to put pharmacy 1st? Hmmm... Still thinking.

Help!

Miss jc life suddenly when i tot of wt, angal n lh helping me out to ans mr lee's qn during lessons when i was stoning. Haha... It was always close shave. But i rmb there was 1 time when i was caught red handed. So funny...

update soon...

Quilling!!!

Been playing quilling lately. Which is coiling paper into shapes n characters! The creative side of me made these beautiful things. haha... I noe i'm bhb. Lazy to update.

C pics!!!

Andy lau concert

So cool! The show started 15 min late but it's worth it. Th show started with 中国人 and then followed by very 劲 songs. Here are the pics

Not yet full house


FULL HOUSE!!


中国人




Andox, Andy, 黑仔
Andox n 黑仔 r andy lau's son, they can't speak chinese well. So funny, at one part 黑仔 was saying something before they leave n nobody understood wat he was saying. Then Andy lau said '你讲什么我都听不懂！' haha...


Beautiful love story n his fairy



Red light sticks only to match his romantic love songs as requested by Andy. Haha... Seeing the red sea is really romantic!


many more photos but lazy to put more. These are the best.

Into Quilling nowadays. Fun!

TVB marathon!

Finally, i can carry out with my TVB marathon. I Spent the pass 5 days watching 溏心风暴II之家好月圆, Watched the last epi last night and then continued by 珠光宝气. Haha... 家好月圆 is so much better than the part 1 cuz the evil plots are exposed v soon so i dun get too angry. But one thing i realised is that i'm glad that the best actor is Ha Yu but not Raymond lam. Cuz Ray's character in this show is like so useless, all he noes abt is love love love with the 'Yu Shuk Chao' when the family is in trouble. 管家仔's character like can't really 发挥, it's jus how to act guai n as a 痴心男人. No wonder Ha Yu gt the award la.

I think that i'll be rotting for the next few days. Haha... ANdy lau's concert count down, 3 days!!! So excited. Let's hear his jin qu ba.

他的女人

何时远何时近 有几多几多可是缘份
轻轻一吻就可得 一个人祈待我女人
仍然远然近 似馆中古董失掉年份
回望那过去叙述仍然最真 一次错的吻
当天的我想结婚 只相告你已是我的情人
永远你在似是陪衬 似是传真挑选转身
真的苦恼自寻 今天偷看他的女人 方知道你已是嫁给别人
暗里我在眼泪微渗 眼泪强忍声音有点震
(music) 仍然远然近
似馆中古董失掉年份 回望那过去叙述仍然最真
一次错的吻 当天的想结婚
只相告你已是我的情人 永远你在似是陪衬
似是传真挑选转身 真的苦恼自寻
今天偷看他的女人 方知道你已是嫁给别人
暗里我在眼泪微渗 眼泪强忍声音有点震
永远不去问 从今天以往只会记挂
记挂在我心 明越痛去爱对爱越真
深深印 你已是寄居我心
Woo 当天的我想结婚
只相告你已是我的情人 永远你在似是陪衬
似是传真挑选转身
真的苦恼自寻 今天偷看他的女人
方知道你已是嫁给别人
暗里我在眼泪微渗
眼泪强忍声音有点震

Update soon...

Bon Voyage!

Yupps! Bon Voyage to Wei ting who is gg to my dream cty, Hong Kong ang my Alicia love who is gg for her europe tour! Have fun!

As for me, looks like i dun have much activities except for the upcoming concert=) I'm starting to prac the lyrics, so if Hua zai want the audience to sing along i won't be left out. Haha... Everybody is like talking abt finding a job. But i dun intend to. So... do i look like a parasite? Jus stay at home n take my monthly allowance. But at least i helped with the house work... Haha...

Went back to sch jus now to get our $5 refund. Saw my gang agn. Haha... Too bad lh can't come. Tht's all for today. Update soon.

Back agn!

Yeah! Exams r over. Seem like i'm abit toooo slow. PP updated their blogs so long ago already. But i must say that it's bcos my bro dun let me use the com so i have no choice but to force myself happily to watch vcd. Haha...

Last tue was Prom! Quite fun to c so many pp wearing so formal n taking pic like siao! There's shark fin with no shark fin. No wonder it's called shark fin soup, (it's really jus the soup, or i should say it's salted starch) i was thirst the whole nite!!! Mus b too much msg. Haha... i seem to be complaining too much abt the food. But it's horrid! I left earlier cuz mom came to fetch me. She told me that she's in B2 n i went there, it was so dark! Quiet! Scary! Hot! It's like those horror movie carpark. I quickly ran back to the lift n called her agn. Then she say she realised she's in B1. Haha...

My house de new sofa is here, fits into the house just nice. Haha... Went to IMM on sun with mom to shop for a sofa. Tiring but fun! Go round testing on sofa. And of course! We exceeded our budget agn! Good stuff is always ex. Haha... I ytd spent the whole morning cleaning the hall, clearing the storeroom, carry my old sofa ard. Studying seems to b less tiring. Haha...

Oh! And daddy bought me a digital cam! Yeah!!! Finally! I'm gg to explore it later. After like 3 months of getting andy lau's concert tix, it's finally coming! It's next next sat!!! SO excited! Should i make a banner? Anyway i dun think he can c, i'm way behind. Haha... From next wk onwards i should go indoor stad de back door n c whether can get to c him ma. Then ask him whether need help anot, shun bian get his signature. Haha...

Dunno y now like dun have the mood to watch online shows le. Btw, i'm starting to watch tvb de '甜言蜜语' Quite nice. Just watched the 1st 2 epi. And i bought a hk old show last wk called '俗事情真' Starring: 谭耀文 郭可盈, tam is so cool in the show. I recently bought a korean show, 'On air', V nice as well! Haha...

Raymond lam rox! His album v hao ting! Haha... That's all for now, will update soon
:-)

End of prelims 2

In fact, i should say that it's end of jc life ba? Friday is gonna bethe last day... JC life though tough and full of stress, but really! For the 1st time, i find a purpose in gg to sch, cuz ur only goal is to go uni n no other way out. Life has been most packed n chong shi this 2 yrs, proud to be an SRJCian...

The prelims 2 is ok but there's many new type of qns which is gd exposure... And that Mr tsui! Ps the 3 of us agn! Dun feel like looking for him already. Sian... And belated Happy Birthday to Alison, so so so so so sorry that i 4gt all abt it! Stupid me! Sorry!

My birthday this yr as usual, is exam period. Haha... Nth big anyway, every yr oso like that, only 1 thing diff is that i gt andy lau's 'wonderful world concert'! See, i even noe the whole concert's name. So excited!

Oh! And my raymond lam have new album le!!! Gonna buy it after A lvl and relax... and prom nite! Have mixed feelings abt it. So how? i dunno... Gonna rest awhile before i start my engine agn:-)

Jiayou Everyone!!!

Start of 'holiday'

Yeah! it's holiday! But not quite as well cuz there's hw n gotta revise lots! Gg back to sch later to do teaching survey and OPPS! I 4gt to say happy teachers day to many pp ytd! Hehe... Becoming a goldfish soon:-)

I wanna say happy belated teachers' day to my SRJC teachers, miss chia, mr choi, mrs chong and Hui Ying! It's ur 1st teachers' day! Congrats!

Oh! Ibought a packet of cactus seeds this morning from NTUC, Just planted it. Dunno when will it grow. Haha...

Current show status:
Drive of live: epi 8

On the first beat: Give up watching le, v pek che
k

Heart of greed- hua hao yue yuan: epi 5 (ok la)

Prelims is over!!!

Finally! Prelims are over! But it's indeed the start of A lvls! Actually this morning i tot i'll b gg home to celebrate the end of prelims alone. But in the end, wt, lh, sharon, yvonne, eugenia, alicia n i wnet to TM. The 5 of us didn't stick to yvonne n eugenia they all, we walked our own way, Haha... 1st time so cool rite? Cuz gt Sharon ma. Even she choose hairband oso so fast. Lh n i was saying if is us, we'll take dunno how long to decide on the colour. Haha...

Wow! i changed my blogskin! I took so long to decide n to change cuz dunno y when u change, ur previous settings will all b gone. Haiz... Then i must go look for my cbox, music n links agn. Haha... So mafan. Winnie the pooh! cute rite?

Gonna watch heart of greed 2! That time secretly watch til epi 5 le! Raymond is so cool! He look so guai in the show. Haha... Oh, n channel u is showing 'the academy' now! It's my 4th time watching le, but i'm still excited abt it. Haha... Ron v cool! But i can't stand the part 2, it's spoiling everything!

Well, let's talk abt prelims, quite bad! Haha... Jus hope to pass that i think can pass. Dun expect to get any A or B. Chem n maths is really inversely proportional to me, they cnt be studied at the same time de. Haha... Jus hope dun fail so badly. Haiz...

Canto songs intro part 3! This song is called Zhong wu yan, pp should noe this historical person ba. Haha... The singer sang this song with hins in the concert. She sounded v nice. Btw, i bought hins de concert vcd last month le. Haha... v nice!!!

謝安琪 - 鍾無豔
作曲：Christopher Chak
填詞：林夕

其實我怕你總誇獎高估我堅忍
其實更怕你只懂得欣賞我品行
無人及我用字絕重拾了你信心
無人問我可甘心演這偉大 化身
其實我想暗中崩潰脆弱如戀人
誰在你兩臂中低得不需要身份
＊無奈被你識穿這個念頭　得到好處的你　　
　明示不想失去絕世好友
　沒有得你的允許　我都會愛下去
　互相祝福心軟之際或者准我吻下去
　我痛恨成熟到 不要你望著我流淚
　但漂亮笑下去　彷佛冬天飲雪水
　被你一貫的贊許　卻不配愛下去
　在你悲傷一刻必須解慰找到我樂趣
　我甘於當副車 也是快樂著唏噓
　彼此這麼了解＊
難怪注定似兄妹一對
其實我怕你的好感基於我修養
其實最怕你的私心虧准我體諒
無人問我寂寞像投何處去養傷
原來是我的心境高到變爲 偶像
誰情願照耀著別人就如　月亮
爲奴婢爲你備飯奉茶是殘忍真相
Repeat＊
讓我決定我的快樂
那須得你的允許　我都會愛下去
互相祝福心軟之際或者准我吻下去
我痛恨成熟到 不要你望著我流淚
但漂亮笑下去　彷佛冬天飲雪水
被你一貫的贊許　無須裝說下去
在你悲傷一刻必須解慰找到我樂趣
我甘於當副車 卻沒法撞入堡壘
彼此這麼了解　 難怪注定似兄妹一對
你的他怎允許　　結伴觀賞雪的淚
永不開封的汽水　讓我抱在懷內吻下去

That day, Mummy bought me this super nice cupcake, it doesn't taste exceptionally nice, but it's so cute.

My bro broke the rabbit's face!


Pic of hins in the concert, Shuai!!!



Gonna rest awhile b4 i start studying agn! Haha... Jiayou relaxing guys!

tagged

1. The person who tagged you is:
Wei ting!
2. Your relationship with him / her is :
`molemates(too related)

3. Your five impression of him / her :
`healthy
`very friendly
`smiley
`lots to talk with
`caring

4. The most memorable thing he / she had done for you :
`Gave me the hk artise hong bao. I'm still taking care of it. Haha...

5. The most memorable thing he / she said to you :
`Really must say? She said that she thinks that we can be v gd friends since the 1st day she noe me. Haha... Thanks man!

6. If he / she become your lover, you will :
`huh? Dun understand. Will wat?

7. If he / she become your lover, thing he / she has to improve on will be:
`She's perfect. Haha... Eat more? too skinny

8. If he / she become your enemy, you will :
`ignore her. But difficult la, i'll laugh when i c her.

9. If he / she become your enemy, the reason will be :
`hmmm, mayb it'll b misunderstandings and stuff?? (same!!)

10. The most desired thing you want to do for her now is :
`Go for lunch together! V long didn't go squeeze in the canteen le.

11. Your overall impression of her is :
`Little miss nice, gd to everyone

12. How you think people around you will feel about you? :
`Dunno lei, but i noe alicia always say i'm wierd. So maybe i am?

13. The characteristics you love about yourself :
`true to myself, at least:-)(and to some pp)

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate about yourself are :
`Too self-centered, ya i noe!:(

15. The most ideal person you want to be is :
`someone with $$$, character, brains, and like hleping pp?

16. The people that care and like you, say something to them :
`Thanks for being there for me when i need u and jiayou in wat u do.

17. pass this quiz to 5 ppl you wished to know how they feel about you :
`wei ting, lin hui. hui ying

Thanksgiving tonight!

So excited! Thanksgiving concert confirm will b so fun! Haha... This whole week was still not bad, too bad my alicia love could not attend the concert. Can't be high together... haiz... nvm, i'll watch for her.

Later gg for pizza lunch with class, finally they finalised to go kovan after some unhappiness. Btw, this is may! She say she want to see, but cuz she run too fast, by the time i take her photo, she's so far le. So fast...


Haha...

wIll Run!

Wow! Today's event is so cool. Students n teachers run together as a college, guess that our sch's identity would be UNITY! Haha... Proud to be an SRJCian! We ran from south pole to north pole and the mascots are so cute. I took pic of the 'kangaroo' Haha... See!



And some pp running hard.





Must be thinking y i so free rite? Cuz i'm involved in the mashalling of the alumni n walkers. Though may not be as tiring as the sell food pp, we are more roasted. That's y ikeep walking abt. Alicia n i cheer lots of pp including the p, quite fun!

I left after the event, feeling abit guilty. Hehe... Anyway, i baked a cake, blueberry de. I think it's nice la. Haha...






Just 2 wks to prelims n looking back this 1 yr n 7 mths, it was really a great experience.The most interesting part of my life n i can boast to pp that i ran 10km! My furthest dist is not 2.4 anymore. Haha... I met all sorts of pp and i now understand pp's thinking better. Sometimes i can jus look at pp n guess wat they are gg to do next, quite an interesting game. Maybe i should think of gg into psychology =) I met v gd fren as well, nv knew that i could b so close to a fren b4. Cool...

Canto songs intro part 2: This song is by my idol, Hins! So Talented! This is his new song. Love it!

他的故事
她心力透支 仍然想去試多次
她努力過 天也像說都可以
天可做靠倚 然而天也有風雨
她確定了 一世愿愛這女子
人人說著多蠢 這種故事
長途遠路 怎么會知
愛在盡頭仍是愛 因她可以去相信
寧愿信 寧愿信 如像有些感覺是最準
愛在未來才是愛 這是未來無字的一封信
沉默里 期待里 誰在叫她不要急進
她拎著鏡子 為何好似個瘋子
她冷靜過 心也在說很不智
天可在構思 尋求一個好開始
她繼續去 守愛著這好女子
無人勉勵高歌 這種故事
窮人快樂 卻未停止
雨后為何還是雨 她總可以去寬恕
晴或雨 晴或雨 無論看多久也未會輸
愛沒盡頭才是愛 故事動人源在她的慷慨
唯望女孩亦會明白到她的愛
聽著很想知結果 她的經歷提示我
她的不惜一切是最美的火
愛在盡頭仍是愛 因她可以去相信
寧愿信 寧愿信 無懼怕便沒有愚蠢
愛在未來才是愛 這是未來甜蜜的一封信
沉默里 期待里 無用揭開 只要相信 yeah...