Zoo fieldtrip

I've been excited over this field trip since the start of the semester and finally it's here. It was sort of spoiled by the rain, we could not walking freely from place to place. N dunno y, pp r so tired of the walking. For a sports idiot like me, i can take it, then why those who definitely run faster than me complaining of walking. Really dun understand, are they plain lazy or can't be bothered. Well, i always loved fieldtrips, so... i enjoyed looking at the animals. How i wish i could stay there longer. Some pic i took:






Today, someone's reaction broke my heart. I didn't expect her to react that way. I noe that's her 1st natural instincts to react that way. This shows how much she... Despite me being thoughtful for her so far, it seems that she always dun appreciate. Is that what friends should be? 不拘小节, but i still think that that was bad to react that way. Am i too sensitive? Maybe i am, but i jus feel so uncomfortable abt it, and a bit angry, disappointed, sad. I thought she would be one who will be my best friend for the rest of my life, i was confident abt it. But now...

Sometimes i really hope i can stop analyzing pp's reaction. It sometimes really hurts. This time is the worst. A small reaction to me means alot, it is the most accurate indication of what the person have been thinking.

Hope i can get over it soon.

Exams are on the way!!!

1st april was just 2 days ago and fortunately this year, my friends didn't trick me. But the lecturer did! Trick us with her "oral exam", i was tricked! Until shiyun turn over to me and told me "IT'S A TRICK! IT'S APRIL FOOL'S DAY!" then i realised! Haha...

Just finish reading the book 'Don't tell mummy' by Toni Maguire, a story of the author herself being raped by her father from the age of 6 to 14. Apparently, her mum knows about it but turn a blind eye to it. Yet, Toni still love her! I dun think i can be like her. I think i would have killed them both! My thoughts are so disturbed by the story everytime i read. I can't stop reading but i have to, it's too overwhelming. It's been a long time since i feel so connected to a book. I highly recommend this book.

I'm going to start mugging already especially since i'll be having long breaks for the next 2 days.