Just some reflection

Reflection on Myself

My class organised some bbq this week and as usual, i'm not going. (because no one seem to visit my blog anymore, so i can write more sensitive stuff) Y do i always not want to go for class gathering? Because i'm really not close too everybody AND i dun like to socialise AND AND it is because of some promise i made to myself. If this were to be in the past, i think i would go. I guess it will be because of peer pressure. Afraid that i will offend them if i dun go with the class. I hate such a me! So weak and useless! Just before i graduated from sr, i did something which i hate myself for it. From then on, i vowed to myself that i shall never, i repeat, NEVER do anything that is against my will or because for fear of offending friends. I shall do what i think is right. After all, i'm a 大女人!

Reflection on being a friend

I think that being a friend is a responsibility, your friend would depend on you to share their woes and happiness. For this, i think that i'm not a good friend. How i wish that i can be one whom people can borrow my shoulders, but seems that no one is doing that. 2 possible reasons: 1) All of my friends are happy 2) No one wants to use my shoulders. Well, i know, for a 自我 person like me... Yeah, don't have to complete the sentence.

Enough of those sentimental stuff. This is week 4 of sch, nothing much just that i went for excursion with hong ling and hong juan to bukit timah nature reserve and sungei buloh nature reserve. It was really fun to see so many plants and animals. Quite firm that i wanna specialise in biology now. Maybe next time i'll be on animal planet! Haha... Working in Npark is my dream now. After all, my ambition was to be a gardener, not too far from it. I saw tulip pot plant just now at compass point, my fav flower!!! How i wish i can get 1. But it's $13, maybe next time.

School work not busy yet. Happy and contented with life now. Oh!!! I muz muz muz watch 72 tenants of prosperity. All of my hk artiste are acting!! My raymond lam, anita yuen, wong cho lam, bosco, stephy, linda, fala. I'm gg crazy over this movie. Haha... Can't wait for it to start!

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