Zoo fieldtrip

I've been excited over this field trip since the start of the semester and finally it's here. It was sort of spoiled by the rain, we could not walking freely from place to place. N dunno y, pp r so tired of the walking. For a sports idiot like me, i can take it, then why those who definitely run faster than me complaining of walking. Really dun understand, are they plain lazy or can't be bothered. Well, i always loved fieldtrips, so... i enjoyed looking at the animals. How i wish i could stay there longer. Some pic i took:






Today, someone's reaction broke my heart. I didn't expect her to react that way. I noe that's her 1st natural instincts to react that way. This shows how much she... Despite me being thoughtful for her so far, it seems that she always dun appreciate. Is that what friends should be? 不拘小节, but i still think that that was bad to react that way. Am i too sensitive? Maybe i am, but i jus feel so uncomfortable abt it, and a bit angry, disappointed, sad. I thought she would be one who will be my best friend for the rest of my life, i was confident abt it. But now...

Sometimes i really hope i can stop analyzing pp's reaction. It sometimes really hurts. This time is the worst. A small reaction to me means alot, it is the most accurate indication of what the person have been thinking.

Hope i can get over it soon.

Exams are on the way!!!

1st april was just 2 days ago and fortunately this year, my friends didn't trick me. But the lecturer did! Trick us with her "oral exam", i was tricked! Until shiyun turn over to me and told me "IT'S A TRICK! IT'S APRIL FOOL'S DAY!" then i realised! Haha...

Just finish reading the book 'Don't tell mummy' by Toni Maguire, a story of the author herself being raped by her father from the age of 6 to 14. Apparently, her mum knows about it but turn a blind eye to it. Yet, Toni still love her! I dun think i can be like her. I think i would have killed them both! My thoughts are so disturbed by the story everytime i read. I can't stop reading but i have to, it's too overwhelming. It's been a long time since i feel so connected to a book. I highly recommend this book.

I'm going to start mugging already especially since i'll be having long breaks for the next 2 days.

My Field trips

This sem, i went for so many fielf trips, practical for 1103 and natural heritage. All so fun! Jus to show some of the pictures i took so far (Sorry, not much animals cus they run so fast). I'm so going to Chek Jawa one day, i must see the sponges and seagrasses. Woo hoo!!!

Pictures at Bukit timah nature reserve

Koster's curse


Info board


Strangler


Fish tail palm


Bracket fungus


Proof that i really got to the summit


Sungei Buloh wetland reserve

Lizard


Simpohh Ayer


Melastoma


Mimosa big brother


Mudskipper


Mangrove


Mangrove


Tanah Merah Ferry terminal (Went there yesterday)

Bracket fungus again


Common Acacia


Sea shore


Seashore morning glory


Casuarina

Just some reflection

Reflection on Myself

My class organised some bbq this week and as usual, i'm not going. (because no one seem to visit my blog anymore, so i can write more sensitive stuff) Y do i always not want to go for class gathering? Because i'm really not close too everybody AND i dun like to socialise AND AND it is because of some promise i made to myself. If this were to be in the past, i think i would go. I guess it will be because of peer pressure. Afraid that i will offend them if i dun go with the class. I hate such a me! So weak and useless! Just before i graduated from sr, i did something which i hate myself for it. From then on, i vowed to myself that i shall never, i repeat, NEVER do anything that is against my will or because for fear of offending friends. I shall do what i think is right. After all, i'm a 大女人!

Reflection on being a friend

I think that being a friend is a responsibility, your friend would depend on you to share their woes and happiness. For this, i think that i'm not a good friend. How i wish that i can be one whom people can borrow my shoulders, but seems that no one is doing that. 2 possible reasons: 1) All of my friends are happy 2) No one wants to use my shoulders. Well, i know, for a 自我 person like me... Yeah, don't have to complete the sentence.

Enough of those sentimental stuff. This is week 4 of sch, nothing much just that i went for excursion with hong ling and hong juan to bukit timah nature reserve and sungei buloh nature reserve. It was really fun to see so many plants and animals. Quite firm that i wanna specialise in biology now. Maybe next time i'll be on animal planet! Haha... Working in Npark is my dream now. After all, my ambition was to be a gardener, not too far from it. I saw tulip pot plant just now at compass point, my fav flower!!! How i wish i can get 1. But it's $13, maybe next time.

School work not busy yet. Happy and contented with life now. Oh!!! I muz muz muz watch 72 tenants of prosperity. All of my hk artiste are acting!! My raymond lam, anita yuen, wong cho lam, bosco, stephy, linda, fala. I'm gg crazy over this movie. Haha... Can't wait for it to start!

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2009/2010 sem 2 opens!!!

Woo Hoo... Semester 2 is here!!! It's the 2nd wk of the sem and i've tried out all the lt already... All v fun, especially the natural heritage mod. Having hong ling n her sis to acc me is great fun! Haha...

For the first day of sch, like last sem, i'm late agn!!! I went in the lt with hl rather late but luckily the lecturer haven really start. OH... N i tot i would b alone for the perfume n cosmetic mod but luckily there's maggie n claire.

For last sat, i attended my cousin's wedding. A really really busy day. Reach the place at 9am n rot until the bride is back for the tea ceremony. While waiting, i had to keep smiling n ans the standard qns of the uncles n aunts. Like 'Wat r u doing now? Wat course?', after answering i'll act busy by walking abt. After the tea ceremony, we have to move over to shang for solemization n then go home. By evening, my family have to go back to shang for the banquet. For the first time, i tried red wine, not v nice! The other food was good:-)

Sch timetable is really busy (i either have whole day off or whole day packed). Haha... But it really is not so bad because i have hl, maggie, claire, shiyun with me.

I saw the tag of the 2s07 video on facebook n i clicked to c 2 days ago.Seeing those pics really bring me back to those days. I recall the days we camwhore outside the toilet, the days we admire the orchids, the days we look at the carps(talking abt the fattest carp) and the days we keep wondering how the car go into the apartment without the driver coming out of the car. It's those good old days... Feel like going back sr one day...

So i wish all that i noe a happy cny in advance...

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