HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!

It's been a long long time since i last update this blog. As u can c from the titlt, today is my birthday! Haha... The shock of today (1), suzanna gave me presents. Hmm... It was a big packet of sweets and marshmallow chocolate. So sweet of her...

As i have always told myself, it's torturing to be a sophisticated person. From the way my gang reacted, i knew there were presents for me. I noe that i'm a bad actress, so i think my smile and laughter was really fake cuz things seem to be as wat i expected. Haha...

The shock of today (2), principal said that we are to redo our H2 mathematics promotional exams as there was this teacher who gave out notes that were similar to the exam papers. Most of us protested on the idea and luckily the principal took some of our suggestions and gave us more time to study. Some of my friends said that they would rather the teachers kept quiet than to make us redo. But i believe that if one of us found out the truh before the teachers, the whole sch would be asking for a retest. This shows how weird man's thinking is. Haha...

Every time before i go to sch, i would tell myself try to be happy when i'm wif my them and try to trust and believe wat they say. But whenever i c them, i would keep thinking that they would talk behind my back. i would always think that they are conspiring behind my back. i find this very tiring but i jus can't stop thinking so. I really really told myselt not to think so liao but i jus can't. Maybe i'm jus the kind who can never find security in anybody, be it friends or family.

That's y i really envy my xiiaojiazhu cuz though i'm counted as one of them, the 4 of them are jus so close that they are like sisters. Nothing can explain how envy i am of their carefree and happy life. Well... i noe that c life is tough. I chose this route so i will continue it on and endure all the pain and unhappiness as ming tian hui gen hao!

JIA YOU TO MYSELF :)